She said, He said

How many times do I have to tell you?
Why are you always so bad?
Do you realize that I do this because I love you?
You know this will hurt me more than it does you?
.............
Obviously more than once since I'm 3 and don't remember EVERYTHING
Bad??? I was just playing in the dirt, because your drugs
are too important to replace with toys.
If you loved me YOU would realize why I don't know
The sore bottom will go away, but my heart will hurt forever