Calm and Cool

Who is it that wants me dead now
Inside I'm running and cant wait to stop
But, I'm calm and cool
This circle has wrapped around my hands
Only to squeeze when I wiggle them
But, I'm calm and cool
I roar and everyone is trembling with laughter
They hold their sides and point at me
But, I'm calm and cool
My hands are cutting through my own chest
And still pumping they remove my soul
But, I'm calm and cool
Who's here to save me or am I only a savior
Placed here to only feel the pain so others can be calm and cool