We are lost children

You were here for so many years with a smile every day
Then after a struggle you were taken away
I guess you were needed elsewhere instead of here with me
So your soul was lifted up and way past the trees
Or are u still here whispering in my ear
Floating around this unbearable air
Last thing you said to me was nothing of importance I know
But for some reason I can't let it go
My brain has been placed on hold since you went away
Twisting and churning every day
So I'm deciding to say goodbye as well
Hopefully I won't find my self like life....in hell