To the next 12 months

As another year dawns upon us we begin to re-evaluate our lives.
New years resolutions that will last about a month then go idle till next year.
Thoughts of the future or if there will actually be one.
My days begin to fill with thoughts about my family and its future.
In this new year my family will become one larger that last year.
A new life will soon help mold the rest of mine.
New ways to express joy, worry, and pain.
But all are feelings that come after a long wait.
My future now only holds the life I have created again.
My future now only turns because of the life I have created again.
My future now is only there, with eyes wide shut.