Memories or Is it just me

Have I forgotten where I came from?
Who's asking me and why?
I have pounded the pavement barefoot by blumberg
I have grazed the field behind my Gravel Street home
Forget? How could I Ever?
Why would my mind ever allow me to lose thought
The thoughts of being the king of kickball
The feeling of riding bikes free as a bird
Or is it the memory of Pain?
Pain I saw in her eyes
Pain I felt in my heart
Pain that has made me the man I am today
Forgotten? I would never do such a thing
I'm just more prepared for anything this life has to bring
My walls have crumbled and my hearts aware
And still today I look at my past in the mirror and just stare